"And all the words we're ever said to each other are now lost in the wind and among the waves of the ocean"

I never wanted you to leave my life. I wish you were still in it. I wish i could talk to you like i did before. I wish you knew how much i care for you, how much i will always care for you. I wish you would come and talk to me, so i could help you in any way i could with the struggles you're facing everyday, like we used to do back then. I wish i could make you happy, so you can find the beauty in life. I wish i could take all the pain and heartache you're facing away. I wish you knew how much i love you, how i always love you. I wish you knew the pain i feel for having things end the way they did. I wish i could go back and do it all differently. I wish you knew it hurts me to see you in pain. I wish you knew you could come to me for anything and everything. I wish you knew how much i still want you in my life. Please come back,  I am so sorry about what happened before. You don't know how bad I want to tell you everything but I'm scared. At least you know that memories can't change. Hurting myself is the only way i can deal with the fact that i've hurt you. I hope you have a really nice life because i really think you deserve it, I really do. Just know that everyone feels broken sometimes. If nothing else, I hope you know that i love you with every ounce of my being. I hope you realize your importance not only to me but to everyone who has been lucky enough to know you. I hope you know that when you're feeling down, i only ever strive for your happiness.  I hope you remember that you no matter what, i'm here for you and i fully intend on staying in your life for quite some time. I hope you recognize the fact that i appreciate and adore you without restraints, and that this will never change. Even you hurt me so many times but i still can forgive you.